CURRENT FACTS THAT HAS BEEN EMOTIONALY PAINFUL FOR ME this past few months past of February 2011
People who don’t make decisions to cover up your mess though they are in position and you are serving them. The fact that you are serving them, not them serving you. I ask for a favor, I know I am privileged and doesn’t care about my rights anymore cause I have none.
When you tried to live according to your comfort and stability but affects your schedule of serving other people, you are notified of changes you have made lately and ask to go back to what has been practiced. What has been practice is never different to what has been done lately. Being productive doesn’t contain how long you stay at work but rather how much work you put in with time.
When someone acknowledge that you are stronger or a bit above of them, they speak good to you, but at your back they have been doing the unacceptable behavior and speaking of the most wildest words ever.
Its hard to accept when people wants you, like you or love you because of a material elements. I always refuse them. Love me as I am and we’ll work, live and enjoy life together.
When people treat you differently right at your face when they act towards others like best of friends and family in life.
When people want the same things as others have. Why can’t they be happy of what they have and shut up their mouth full of ill-words.
When higher people constantly reminding you of your position and economic status which seems impress you that you are below and they are higher and you have to look at them and act below, behave like nothing but an options in their life.
When people taunt other’s sexuality. When trying to stress out reasons from science, religion and their own experience without taking into considerations the others life’s perspective. When actually you are not forcing them to like you or believe you.
Labeling. When people call you for something you are half like and not totally bitch. There’s a big difference between a professional bitch and a regular flirt.
When someone in a position whoa represents corporate services would postpone, delay and care less about your effort and need of what they offer. That is when people choose whom they like to serve, those that fits in their eyes and their standard, but when they see you and get this impression of being unlikable, they will hard on you even in the most unreasonable, unjust, even sometimes no reason to deal with you hardly.
It is more painful to obey than to be heard, this is my peace.
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by: bodengdeng
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