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Wednesday, July 1, 2009

WHAT MAKES ME CRY

What makes a man cry?

There are so many reasons why we cry.

Emotional factors play a big role why I cry. I know that crying is healthy and it makes me release the pain and joy that I feel.

I had come into the situation that I told myself I don't wanna cry anymore, but if I try to think about it, maybe I should say... I don't want to feel the pain again. I can never measure how much tears I had in past 28 years of my life. But I believe those tears brought me where I am now.

Let me share with you the memories that makes me cry:
1. My mother said that I cried when I was born.
2. I cried because my father spank me for so many reasons.
3. I cried because my classmate punch me because they say I'm gay.
4. I cried because I lost my things like money, friends and family.
5. I cried cover my sins.
6. I cried because I felt like I'm alone in this big world and seems nobody cares.
7. I cried because other people insults me or accuse me.
8. I cried because I was able to finish my assignments at school and I perform very well.
9. I cried because I was not sent by my parents to College but by myself alone.
10. I cried over the lost souls.
11. I cried because the guys like my friends doesn't know what I really feel.
12. I cried when a man force me to have sex with him/them
13. I cried because I have lallowe others to fulfill things i can manage.
14. I cried because I fear to get into jail and lost my dreams.
15. I cried because some people overuse and misuse me.
16. I cried because I watch drama and horror movies.
17. I cried so much for my dreams and goals in life.
18. I always cry thinking of the freedom I have in life.

There's no end for crying. As long as I live I know I always have to let go of the emotions coupled with tears. Life is never complete without a tears that drops into our face.